*yawn*

i work 11 hours tomorrow haha, so that should be fun. then i have to read Othello... well not all of it just the first act.

Brandon being down has reminded me of my past. But ya know im better now, shit went the way it did and theres nothing about that i can change. I have Mandi now and i love her. so thats enough for me. lol.

My family makes me sad... we used to be so close and now were not. I dont know what happened to rose, and i mean that only because she has been to busy to answer her phone and i havent talk to her in like 2 months haha so i literaly dont know what shes been up to lol. But i know shes a grown woman and can handle her self so i dont worry at all. But... what i mean is that its the year after g-ma passed away, its only been like half a year but we didnt do thanksgiving, im sure we will next year, but i worry that g-pa is sad all the time now. admittedly i would be as well but i do my best to cheer him up, though i felt bad when my bird bit him... lol. Amy and nick have been having issues, didnt know she could be so mean to him... like normaly i dont care but she just sorta went over the top in my mind. anyway... lol im looking forward to christmas, madre was really sad that thanksgiving went how it did, but after she enjoyed spending it with her grandkids.

Mandi and i are moving again. By January, though we dont know if its to denver or if were gonna stay up here for a while more. But its a secret so dont tell anyone xD

I hope everyone is well, i talk to tommy more now then i have for the past year or so. I miss him, he was more like a brother to me then anyone in my life... he was closer to me and knows things about me and knows me better then anyone ever did lmao. but were both growing up. and i like that were staying close. its sorta cliche but its cool.

Anyway im sleepy so im out.

Peace!