haha, hella long week. But ya, sorry i havent been on, well i get on i just dont know what to say in the journals anymore or i dont have time to type or something allways happens.

Im still tryin for a editing program thats free and can put borders on pics and resize and crop... alllll i care about right now, lol for pictures anyway.

So my week so far...

Monday, Drove Tess and Luke to the airport, which was really cool and fun, even though it was at like 4 am haha, i was awake anyway lol, they got to go to Mexico, but im gonna make Tess a Caribou Lou when she gets back ^_^

Then i slept for an hour or two until we went rock climbing up by morrison haha, that was uber fun as allways.

Tuesday, Woke up hella early to go to work, worked, went home and got called to a move lol, some lady getting a divorce, but she was mean as all hell lol, so i felt bad for her ex who was there. She refused to tip me after i spent hours hauling boxes and desks and chairs and crap up a narrow dollhouse staircase... But her ex-husband gave me 10 bucks because i helped him carry stuff and take care of the ladys dogs haha.

Wednesday, Well it was teh 4th of july, only had one mortar left... but Lowry and Kyle asked me save it then didnt come back haha... oh well i still have a mortar xD. Oh ya and i worked yesterday, not alot but some... Happy 4th Of July yall!

Today, Woke up early to take Mandi to work, and now im waiting to see if i have to work today, i hope not im soooooooooooo freakin exhausted lol, but i need the money so its a trade off lol.

How is everyone doin? i see the guys less and less, but its more comfy this time like i dont feel stressed about it all the time now haha, but dont worry guys we still chill haha ^_^. i just cant afford gas to come see yall all the time.


Ok well im out, see yall!








11 days until my birthday! haha two decades old... i feel old ~_~

lol, im exhausted. Spent all yesterday 3 stories up in a tree cutting down dead branches, and today i spent building a flower patch in our back yard... it looks leet so far ^_^ and i got all tan today woot woot haha. im gonna be sexy ^_~. Im trying to get a job at office max with tess's mom which would be fun so well see. um... oh ya, trying to get people to go up to redrocks with me tonight, haha so i hope no one just ditches me ~_~ anyway... ya lol, life is crazy, all the twists and turns and truths and veils. and i dont feel like messing with paragraphs or anything like that tonight, soooo deal with it haha. ok well im outta non rant stuff to say so im out hehe, ttyl!

Had a dream last night that made me really depressed heh, but i dont remember the dream. i just have the feeling of sad nostalgia, but oh well.

Went to tool, on Wednesday, that was uber leet haha, they had a sic laser show. Never seen a laser show like that, but it could have used some work all the lasers were just sorta going in circles lol.

Gonna have a party this weekend hopefully lol, just dont want peeps to cancel on me but well see lol. ok well i guess thats all i have to say, have a fun summer everyone! see yall

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Nevermind, party cancelled v-v

Its fracking expensive to subscribe to this damned site... lol, yet still i go outta my way to save money for it haha.

anyway, im writing a paper on Morality and Religion... lol can one exist without the other? good question.

but ya, bored. not really stuck on the paper just taking a break cuz i wanted to check Dev. and not much here actualy lol, iv been taking my camera out some more and getting pics so if at any time i actualy get something good il post em ^_^.

Ok well im bored so im out, see yall... hope all is well.

So i had to do a chemistry paper on tattoos, lol the inks that are used at 85% of all tattoo parlors in the US are based from a plant that makes car paint and they didn't even know their paints were being used to tattooing lmao. anyway, just thought that was funny cuz the chemical list of whats in the paints is some gnarly stuff. Yet sadly it never deterred me from getting a tatt. which il be getting on in a week or two lol, just a small one to start off, i want it to be like a puzzle that comes together into a piece of art lmao. corny sounding i know but still, when im 90 il move my skin around and make shapes with it to make my grandkids laugh... or run in fright, whichever happens first lmao. sounds fun anyway. but ya just chillin in the school, got outta class about 10 mins ago ^_^ photoshop is fun but i missed a class in the beginning and im sorta confused haha. but il get it i always do. Other then that not much goin on, life is stressful but good. things with Mandi are looking better lol, we had a stressful week or so but i have hope. and things with my friends... well im sorta done with it all ya know, im sick of getting my hopes up to go do something and then getting ditched haha, but il still chill but im not gonna go outta my way anymore to chill with yall if yall aren't going to go outta your way for me. lol, that was a confusing sentence. but its sorta how they have been making me feel, cuz i haven't hung with them in like a month at least, i only see Alex on Wednesdays for class. Saw kyle, for like 10 mins the other night... oh well whatever, it doesn't even matter heh.

I like how i just sorta put all my ranting into a giant paragraph... maybe i should space out subjects, but i don't really expect anyone to read all this, even though i know people will lol, its just sorta my outlet for mental angst. maybe... iono ~_~

Well im bored and i have 2.5 hours until class and no cell phone... so im outta things to do haha, chillin in the comp lab, thinking, and writing this journal. its been forever since i wrote a real journal on here. so are yall glad or do you remember now why i suck so much lmao xD j/p

I hope everyones been well, iv been worried about Tess its tuff T_T. but other then that just trying to live my life. things are crazy and i don't have much time to just sit down and relax, just sit there and read a book or watch the clouds. that would be so nice.

Today smelled like summer... well i guess its cut grass that makes me think of summer. and not only were they cutting it at the school but all down Kipling on my way to school haha. so that was really nice.

Well im out, i could rant for another like million pages but *shrug* lol, even i dont want to hear it xD