*yawn*

i work 11 hours tomorrow haha, so that should be fun. then i have to read Othello... well not all of it just the first act.

Brandon being down has reminded me of my past. But ya know im better now, shit went the way it did and theres nothing about that i can change. I have Mandi now and i love her. so thats enough for me. lol.

My family makes me sad... we used to be so close and now were not. I dont know what happened to rose, and i mean that only because she has been to busy to answer her phone and i havent talk to her in like 2 months haha so i literaly dont know what shes been up to lol. But i know shes a grown woman and can handle her self so i dont worry at all. But... what i mean is that its the year after g-ma passed away, its only been like half a year but we didnt do thanksgiving, im sure we will next year, but i worry that g-pa is sad all the time now. admittedly i would be as well but i do my best to cheer him up, though i felt bad when my bird bit him... lol. Amy and nick have been having issues, didnt know she could be so mean to him... like normaly i dont care but she just sorta went over the top in my mind. anyway... lol im looking forward to christmas, madre was really sad that thanksgiving went how it did, but after she enjoyed spending it with her grandkids.

Mandi and i are moving again. By January, though we dont know if its to denver or if were gonna stay up here for a while more. But its a secret so dont tell anyone xD

I hope everyone is well, i talk to tommy more now then i have for the past year or so. I miss him, he was more like a brother to me then anyone in my life... he was closer to me and knows things about me and knows me better then anyone ever did lmao. but were both growing up. and i like that were staying close. its sorta cliche but its cool.

Anyway im sleepy so im out.

Peace!

lol, so been with mandi a year now lol, as of yesterday. We went out to dinner at the best place in juction... it was good actually lol. then we went out and saw the Nightmare Before Christmas in 3d lol, it was cool. and ya. i dont work until tomorrow and i have nothing to do today... *Yawn* anyway ttyl!!!

Havent updated my journal in nearly a month so i figured i should do that... lol. Well, this last week has been fun and sad.

The guys, Nick, Luke and Zach came up and we played D&D and got drunk and wandered around campus. and not really drunk, though that would have been nice. but they left sunday and i had to go back to working lol.

Saturday also my great grand mother passed away, she was 101. I love her greatly and allways will. so Mandi and i drove to denver tuesday and back home on wednesday... alot of driving T_T didnt get home until about 2:50 last night.

Now im reading poetry for homework cuz i get to write something about the one i like best. how exciting ^_^ anyway, hope everyone is well, thats my little life update haha, TTYL!!!

-Trowaa

Not much goin on, workin my ass off haha, but thats about it. Still likin junction, its not bad here. Mandi and i are planning on comming down teh weekend before halloween hehe. so that should be fun, i wanna hit up lowry's party but well have to see. Zach and Nick are supposed to be comming up next weekend, if they dont il hurt them next time i see them... and i really will hurt them to haha. but ya thats about it, mandi gets a break from work in about 45 mins so im gonna pick her up, shes working double shifts today and tomorrow... She pulls in a few hundred bucks a day xD wish i made that sorta money lol, its not alot but its more then i make at the bookstore lol. anyway, hope everyone is well, this is my explosion of mental thoughts censored and cut.

DAMNIT!!!! i had to move haha, missin tech.. AGAIN!!!!! arg!!!!! T_T